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saya penat,,
saya tertekan,,
saya ta suka..
saya benci
saya  nk pergi jauhjauh..

just for you,

mengenali awak,satu benda yang amat menggembirakan
kehadiran awak,membuka satu jalan untuk saya,
menjadi peneman,bahu untuk menangis,cerminan diri,
melepaskan kemarahan,merayu untuk dipujuk,
saya dijaga,ditegur,dimarahi,dipujuk
semua awak buat,
hanya untuk saya,
wwalaupun,awak sering menangis
dek kerana sikap saya yang kurang matang,
tapi,awak tetap mampu tersenyum,
untuk saya,
tapi,bila saat tiba,
perpisahan pasti berlaku,
kalau tidak diminta,ia tetap akan hadir,
waktu itu,saya sedar,
awak bukan milik saya selamanya,
awak ada dunia awak saya sendiri,
berbeza dengan saya,
walaupun hati kata tidak mahu,
ia tetap berlaku,
saat itu,saya lepaskan awak,
dengan harapan,
awak mampu terbang jauh,
hingga sampai destinasu awak,
tapi satu saya minta,
walau jauh mana sekalipun,walau dalam mana lautan,
walau tinggi mana gunung,
saya tetap diingatan awak,
walau selepas ini,
kita tidak seperti dahulu,
saya mohon,awak maafkan setiap kesalahan saya,
saya bersyukur sebab saya ditakdirkan berkawan dengan awak,
saya terima seadanya,keadaan selepas ini,
tidak perlu disamakan dengan keadaan dahulu,
tapi kasih sayang saya tetap sama,
tidak pernah berkurang,,

*pesan saya,
 jaga diri,
 kuatkan semangat,
 belajar rajin-rajin
 saya yakin awak boleh

with love,
ANNA

just me

today,im alone at home,
thinking bout last night,
our conversation bout our relation,,
quite hard to accept the fact
but.maybe she was true.
in the future,i will thank  her
to decide this before we go to far
im trying to sort out all kind of relevant solution,to make this normal,
i miss our old conversation,
old memories,yeah,
she promise she wont forget me,
but whose know in the future
everything will change,influenced by few factors,
let move on,create new steps,
open new book of mine,
make it clear,i wont put more effort to this problem,
im giving up,
by god willing,this friendship will long lasting
i lost my hope,i refused to cry,
i denied everything,
im okay,just need my own space,
keep breathing,continue my life,
im lost,by i can turn back
try to find the new path leading to my happiness,,insyaallah,
i hope my spm create a new record,9A's+,,
forget bout the past,

with love,
ANNA.

merongmahawangsa..dan merongmahasuasa

uishhh,,gler amazing,citer ni,,

for local people,we are very proud of KRU,,

for their bravery to put hundred thousand efforts,sacrifactions,

hopes,budjets,

and so forth for this film,,

so,for those who didn't watch the movie yet,,

better get your tickets,

sit and watch the tiptop hot movie while eating your snacks,,

like me,

and focus on our history,,bout merong,acted by stephen rahman hudgens,

the most handsomeman,

wahahwhah

okie,

thumbs up for KRU AND CREW!!!!

penat!!!

cik blog yg bisu,,

saya penat ari ni,,

tman owg 'berdating'

i want to get some nice sleep,,

huh,doc in the house,,

are sold out,,

giler amazing,,

that book is very wanted,,

like me,,

HUHS,,mengong!!

perasan lebih,,

sudah,sudah,,

saya ngantok

sleep soundly yeah!!!

bye,,

mistakes

the person who doesn't make mistakes,,

is unlikely to do anything,

urm,,,it is wrong to be right,

coz being right is being boring,your mind are closed.

you are not open to new ideas

you are rooted with your rigid-appearance,

you become arrogant.

arrogance should be avoided.

so,with lack of living skills and reluctance to push yourself forward,

you are being unnoticed.

so,better perceive yourself to become more ambitious,,

coz how you perceive yourself is how the others look at you,,

IT IS RIGHT TO BE WRONG!!!

the good and the bad one,,,

in world,,there are many good than bad people,,
but bad people make more  noise than good people,,,

haahahha,,anyone teraser,,,wanna be good or the bad one,,
this morning,,uncle Agus(Indonesian)came to my house,,
just to visit my mama,,
he has two wives,,one in Malaysia,one more in his motherland,,
but,unfortunately,he already divorced with the one in his motherland,,
he told me ,he still send pocket money to his daughter,which aged 16,
i really respect him,,he was so responsible,,caring,loving,,
i asked him about rupiah,,he said,

RM 360=1JUTA RUPIAH,,,

what a large amount!!!!!

he send RM500 every month to his daughter,,

hoping that she could study,,

and use that money for daily payment...

he said that im so lucky coz,,the government support all the children of MALAYSIAN to study,,but they,I mean the Indonesians,need to pay for the education,,,
but for me...

 most of Malaysians are SUBSIDIMINDED,,,

huhs,,,

now,I learn to appreciate everything around me,,including you,my soulmate,,

even this story does not related even a word with us,,

but what I can say is,, I learn something to day,,

I just want to stay ahead,for a brighter future,,

together with you,anissyarilla,

IT'S NOT HOW GOOD YOU ARE,IT'S HOW GOOD YOU WANT TO BE..

complicated nyer,,

hye,,why must a relation become so complicated,,
let say,someone hurt you,why you must cry,,??
is it necessary???umm,,do answer me please,,
why dont you hurt him or her back,,noopnoopp,,
CHILDISH!!!IMMATURE!!!
im in my way to be maturecutetobe girl,,
should i turn it up now,,
I just want to have faith in myself,,
living the life until the fullest,,
enjoy every moments,,
tears,,please go away,,you're getting so bored,,
great moment does not exist??
or should we create the breathtaking life,,but we just njoy it for a few second,,
ape la aku dok membebel ni,,hahahaha
cmner nk change ni,,
nk jdi cm POWER RANGERS LA,,,,,,,,,,
BERTUKAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha,,wee,,,

no need to talk all the time if you does not mean even half of it,,you better shut up till you mean every words come out from your mouth,,
because im so fragile,,


WAHAWAHWAHWAHA..

wueksssssssssssss,,ader sesaper nk muntah??
dipersilakan yer,,muntah di tandas awam terdekat,,
jgn lupe,,,flush erh after 'gunekan saya'


cik anis,,i miss you badly,,,
kirim slam danish yer,,kedit saya kong meh,,
ta bole mesej awak la,,,

19hb,,,,,,

when the moon meet the earth,,

what will happen??

last Monday,saya pergi kedai lampu+kipas,,

the tauke is chinese,,

very good looking,but,damn it,,

he is too old for me,,

poket dy mesti berkepuk-kepuk kan,,almaklumla,,tauke kedai lampu,,

confirm my house jdi fairytale nyer castle,,

ok,,ok,,back to the story,,

while waiting for the technicians to come,,

he told us about few things,,

he said,,on 19th MARCH,this Saturday,,

the moon is the nearest,,

the distance between moon and earth,,does not quite far,,

so,as earth has strong electromagnetic,,force,,

(please,,revise your physics)

the attraction will cause the water to be pull

that is why,,in Japan,the tsunami,,hits the land,,

what will happen to Malaysia on that day,,

are we going to face the same situation happened in Japan,,

owh,,,,semoge dijauhkan,,

uncle tu ckp,,,

SAYA MANYAK TAKOT OWH!!!!

KALAU AIR NAEK,MANER MAU LARI,,

as his house is near to the beach,Klebang,

URM,,UNCLE,,

KALAU U TAKOT ARH,,

U KASI MANYAK2 DOA SAMA TUHAN,,,LAA

as conclusion,ALLAH already gave HIS signs of power,,

but we,as human being,,

doesnt realise it,,

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST MERCIFUL,,

AND ALLAH S THE ALMIGHTY,

ALLAH IS THE MOST GRACIOUS

THE LORD OF AL-ALAMIN,,

SO,LETS REPENT,,

dont waste your time,,,

with all the useless stuff..

find the right path,,

you will find your happiness by the end of your journey,,

lovely,

anna

yaawwwwwwwwww,,spm result!!!

hopefully all the hardwork paid off,,

let me get my 9A's+..

please,,i need it damnly,,

huh,,teringat kt pakyem dok bebel kt depan,,

bler classm8 5S x perform very well,,for the quiz or any exercises given by him,,

pernah skali,I got 17 over i cant remember,,

but still im the worse,,

he asked me to stay back while the others went to muhfaz for praying,,

waallawei,,dlm hati (masak la aku ni)

hahaha,,gotcha!!!

ayat yg terkeluar dri mulot pakyem ialah,,

kalo awak ni lelaki,,da lamer saya sepak awak!!!!

ayat keramat yg terkeluar dri mulot pakyem,,

dan dgn linangan air mata,,

aku bla,,kuar dri kelas,,,

ditmani zana,yg diam membisu,,kelu lidah dy nk tegor aku yg muker kedut seribu

huh,,very disappointed!!!!

im the boss of the class,

thats mean,i have to show the best of me to the rest,,

im not the top scorer,like lisya,wardah,,or anyone else,,

im not a genius,

i have to workhard,harder than them,,juz to understand

what is add math exactly about,,

but,,im very lucky bcoz i have someone,,

who was very patient to teach me,,

all the steps,,the working,memorize the formula,,

give support,so that i didn't give up,,

kredit to anissyarilla

the one,,and only,,

until i got A+ for the killer subject,,

ADD MATH,,,,,,,,,

thank to pakyem,,

da bagi sumer ilmu yg terbuku di kepalanyer,,

dgn wang ringgit yg berjuta-juta dihabeskan,,

untok memphotostat work sheets,,yg bergelen-gelen kalo dilarotkan dlm air laut,,

thank you sir,,for all,,

thank you jugak kpada mentee2 ku,,,

classm8 yg bnyk giving helps..

to all form8,,

yg gave me cooperation,,

hopefully,,

all of us,

VOCIFERIZE..

get 10A's+and 9A's+

together,,,,,,,,,,

insyaallah,,,,,

sayang,,

sayang,

thanx alot for all this stuff

for doing this to me,,

all your good deeds,,toward me,,

you are so nice,,one fine day,,

you will find your true happiness,,

let me pray for you,,

as,,you and me,,

will remain together,,

as a good,nice and sweet partner,,

love you always,,

bare in your mind ok!!!

 truthly,,,

anna,,